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Quiet in here init? 
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Sat Jun 29, 2019 12:09 am
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Certainly is Zen. Frustrating. I think Facebook is killing us.
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Sun Jun 30, 2019 1:57 pm
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that might be a good part of it.however,not having a secure site to go to doesn't help.


Tue Jul 09, 2019 3:01 pm
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I will pass that on to Califer.


Wed Jul 10, 2019 3:35 pm
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How is everyone. Life's got in the way here again so not been about. I feel like I'm falling apart mentally right now which isnt good. Been worn down, energy zapped and today really feeling close to breaking point. I dont know what I expect out of life really nothing ever seems to go right. I shouldnt be moaning everything going wrong is material stuff not health related but its stressing me out. Think I need to kick myself up the rear and just get on with it...whatever it is. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
I hope everyone else is ok

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Sat Sep 28, 2019 11:08 pm
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Don't be hard on yourself. It's good to let off steam sometimes. I hope things improve for you. Life can be very tough at times and we all know that. I feel for you.


Sun Sep 29, 2019 2:46 pm
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I'm a bit better today. Still too many things going on but I'll get there. :frust:

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Mon Sep 30, 2019 6:50 pm
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I do hope all improves again Lisa. Thank you for update.


Tue Oct 01, 2019 8:13 am
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As you see I've not been on for a while til today. Life as always in the way. The material things are still in the same position, one vehicle dead on my sis in laws drive, one with permanent engine light on yet its been back to garage 7 times in as many weeks on our drive and one lovely old camper van 12 wks in a different garage after failing an mot....still waiting and no idea what its going to cost, oh now the washing machines dampers are going so that'll be the next material thing to break down. Mentally I'm still exhausted, now not sleeping more than 2 or 3 hours a night. Hubby's health not good, since his last fall at the end of Aug we finally got to see a consultant yesterday to find that more is wrong than we were expecting. The back of his brain is showing degeneration more than he should for his age. Great here we go again - I've already been through altzheimers with my mum dont need more dementia yet , that was my initial thought. Since then I've googled and its not to do with memory but coordination, balance and posture...well that explains his constant "unknown reason" falls for the last 6yrs. Shame our dr didnt follow through with referals years ago but as usual just leaves me to get on with his ailments. We just get told there is no more that can be done or some such fob off. I'm no longer his wife I'm his mental health nurse, his physio, his diabetic nurse, his dr sometimes, his carer well that last one I did sign up to as with being his wife but the others werent part of the plan. I just dont feel he or I get the support we need. Thankfully the consultant we saw yesterday was shocked enough to care so he's doing further referals. Lets hope they come through. I get pulled in varying directions hubby then the 5 children - all adults and not all live here now.The eldest is struggling with an alcoholic hubby and a disabled baby who is actually doing really well just now, the middle one has signs of MS so is waiting for neurology, the last one suffers anxiety and depression and I juggle the lot to try and make them happy as any parent or spouse does. Meanwhile I get left behind. I'm feeling ok today and positive since the googling episode earlier. I've made a plan. If my grandson can make new connections in his brain and he has a piece missing then my husband can learn new things and make new connections too. We'll do it together...in the hope that I too make connections because deep down I'm scared I'm going to be like mum and get altzheimers. What is it they say use it or lose it. Well I dont want to lose it. Ever forward and all that and find the positive dont dwell on the negative is my motto for today.

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